I Think She Loves Him.
Read Count : 139
Category : Books-Fiction
Sub Category : Fantasy
"I had this dream in my head that I would fall in love with him. And we would be together and it would be so smooth and right and easy. We would click and nothing would change. But it's been far from easy and million miles from smooth but it will always be right. He will always be the one for me. And it's hard and heartbreaking to watch him cry over me. To watching him hurt because of me. It hurts me more then any of the touture, ever did because I'm doing that to him. I had no control of the pain I was receiving from those awful men but I have control over the pain I inflict on the one man that I love. The one man that never hurt me intentionally. And I have now become the monster I didn't want to become, the monster they wanted to make me," Tom smiled at me, laying in bed next to me like the good friend he was. Passing me a Jaffa Cake and expecting nothing in return. His London accent soothing my unease and surrounding me with the warmth of everything I knew but everything I knew I had to let go of. "Love is never easy Emma, you have to fight for what you want and if it's him then maybe you'll have to fight harder then you have ever faught before but this time the fight will be worth it because it's for you," A Drug Called Freedom coming soon to paperback and eBook. 💙💙💙 "What if I fight for him and he's done?" I asked Tom as he sat up ready to leave. "Then you'll have to dream a different dream," he replied sadly walking to the door.