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I just don't know what to do anymore. I am just a complete and utter failure. I've lost my parents forever because of my idiot self. I used to cut back in the day, but I'm getting the feeling that I want to do it again because that's all I know what to do to to numb the pain. And the pain is getting worse and worse and I just can't love with it anymore. I tell myself that one day my parents would accept me back in their life. But I sincerely doubt it. I messed up but time and there is nothing I can do to fix it and I just really can't live with it anymore.