Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

I’m in love with someone. 
I’ve fought countless battles for this someone.
Pain has been caused by both of us to each other. 
Tears have came out of my eyes as well as theirs.
Words have been said that cause wounds more painful than those from the dullest of knives. 
Hate has spewed out in all forms,both verbal and physical. 
But nothing has hurt worse than being denied another chance. 
When all you want to do is crawl into their lap and cry on their chest and hear from their mouth that everything will be ok. 
What do you do when the only person to talk you off the ledge is no longer willing to answer your call? 
Do you jump and end it all?
Or do you attempt to continue through life,feeling like a tortured soul every second you are awake? 
Are you willing to be selfish enough to cause THEM the pain of you giving up on life? 
Leaving them with that horrible question in their mind,”was it my fault?”