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March 12, 2018Time is getting close. I recieved a text from my wife our dog fell down the pourch steps. She wasnt hurt thank god. But when i came home she acted like she didnt know me. Im hurting. She has been apart of my life for 13 years. She seems very confused. I only hope if she passes that God takes her in her sleep. I dont know if i can take her in to put her down. March 13 2018. Kitana isnt doing well. She struggled getting up. She had an accident. Shes in a lot of pain. She laid into me a few days ago because she is in so much pain. Unfortunately because of state law there is a 10 day quarantine and now she has to suffer. So im doing the best i can to keep her comfortable and out of pain. I feel so bad there is nothing else i can do for her. I feel helpless. You can tell by her crying that she is in a lot of pain. Poor girl March 13 2018. 8:15 am.Put plastic down and put my blanket down for her to lay on. She love my blanket. She is a sleep at the moment she looks so peaceful. All i can do now is keep her comfortable, safe and love her. I never thought i would be going through this. Me and my wife dont have kids so kitana is a daughter to me and my wife. The hurt cuts so deep. Im doing all i can to keep and be strong for kitana. I dont want her to sense that im hurting so her passing on is easier for her. I pet her and talk to her telling her. Babygirl its ok to move on. Its ok to go be at Gods side. I tell her when its my time we will be reunited and we can run through the big green fields in the heavens. I know she knows that i love her. If it wasnt for my wife i dont know how i would be able to handle or deal with this.March 13, 2018 9:22 pmBabygirl had the shakes which is a sign shes going to pass away.March 14, 2018 8:394 hours ago babygirl had another one of her fits. She awoke in pain cant stand to see her go through this so me and my wife have talked it over and we both agreed to take her in and put to sleep. She also started to have the shakes again. This wont be easy but its not fair for her to keep suffering. So we will be taking her in tomarrow. I can feel my heart breaking. We have been through so much together. She is the reason my wife and i met. Kitana has the prettiest blue eyes. She is a Siberian husky. Im going to miss the greatings i would get whenever i would come home from work. She always had to be near both me and my wife. March 15, 2018 11:48 amWell we took kitana into the vet this morning. This is and was the hardest thing ive ever had to doMarch 15, 2018 5:20pmWell we are home now. Once we walked through the door the realization of our babygirl kitana wasnt there to greet us was a real heart breaker. We sat down looked at old pictures and realized she was getting ready to go sometime ago. We realized she has been suffering for sometime. Vets believed that her cancer had come back and spread. Now its time to heal. Not going to be easy. When others say oh its just a dog. To some they arent just a dog but a member of the family a child a son or a daughter. To us kitana was our daughter. We loved her so muchMarch 16, 2018 2:15pmIts very hard dealing with kitana being gone. I walk through my home waiting to see her so i can give her hugs. My wife is asleep. She turns over with the blanket i would always share with kitana and she says its ok girl everything will be ok. See when i would leave for work kitana would crawl next to her mommy she would go to sleep in my blanket. My blanket was her favorite thing to lay on.
