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I wish I could give you a tour of my mind 
Show you the world I live in ..take away all your happiness and see the faded Gray clouds that I'm surrounded by ..day in and day out ...holding my emotions in dont want anyone to see the true me.. deja vu into this disease you call alcoholism and depression all wrapped up neatly and finished off with a bow of regret ,guilt ,and disaster... Wondering what's next and how to just say no ..needing a plan .. Plan to run far away from everyone and everything...see I have never been happy..its all a facade...this mask
I wear so well ..this person you think you see is all a show I'm just putting on a scene to fit in your equation of happiness. Time to end this show ..nightmare ,hell ...I'm not well so bid me farewell..