Category : Poems

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Why must sobriety hurt ? Where is the gain for all this pain ? I must admit I miss the taste ..all the mistakes I have made can't be changed ..but I can't go on In pain ..I just need to shut my mind down...shut the world out and silence is all I need ..this sobriety I have ..my life is not my own ....I can't go on living ...I need a taste of danger I need the familiar feelings of belonging ...I need to be sober but how can I stay sober if all my thoughts go back to alcohol...the state of mind I'm in is beyond messed up I'm so dismissed... I won't be missed if I surrender and say my goodbyes ...just one sip to carry me away from all the problems that remain...