Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : YoungAdult

There we were pretending like it never happened, could one person really be so selfish we were friends,but now it's gone, it's gone to far, we both have lives, our own individual lives. You took me there, you led me on. you tried to make me believe that what I knew wasn't true that we had a bound something real, but there you go it's always the same we could have been more and that's what hurts the most you couldn't be honest.
     How could the innocent us become the doers of wrong I stepped out on the one thing I said I'd never do because of you.we were friends, buddies, my shoulder to cry on, now you're the reason I cry, you're the reason I stay up late at night how could you have betrayed me like that. There were days when I couldn't sleep and you were the person I'd call, so tell me who do I call now?
    In my mind this was a fairy tale come to life. We did crazy stuff together. We would argue and kiss after. When we made love it wasn't just our body's it was our minds, our eyes just one touch, our words it would feel like we were one. How could the one person you love the most, who you trust the most, break you down make you feel so small and didn't even have to say a word for it to be done. How could you have been so selfish as to take away my dreams, as to take away your love, and just walk away from the love that I still have. My mind always brings me back to the nights we would stay up laughing, joking around, brings me back to the days you would stare at me, and when I would ask you what was wrong you would say I'm just thinking about what I can do to make you even happier than you already are, and you would make me smile then you would gently brush your fingers on my cheeks and say I love you........ was it all a lie?
       I feel empty inside. I wanted you to come back,I prayed so hard for you to realise that you made a mistake, but I know in my heart that if you came back it would never be the same. The hurt and the pain will always remain even if I forgave you I would never forget no matter how bad I would want to.