Category : Poems

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Hunted Fairytale

Give me the answers, give me a smile
I know I havent spoken in a while
My voice is mute, my brain is numb
Just wish I had a nutcracker
Break it all wide open--expose the inside
Let’s take truth for a ride

No more demons hiding in my sleep
For its only dreams, they try and keep
And if the dreams arent real-the pain I wouldn’t feel
Then why I wonder--do I feel sweat and breathe 
Without breath--When I awake cold and unknowing
In the middle of the night
When the moment between reality and dream is uncertain
And convincing yourself doesn’t make the horror go away

Why does the mind take us there -- If there is nothing to fear?
Maybe there is more reality in our nightmares
Than in
our waking lives. Maybe if we focused
On the message sent and listen to the demons 
That cause and prevent our tears--then maybe
We could solve the problems that have haunted us all these years.

Take me to the window, let me see outside
Jump past the wild thing and take me for a ride
From me to us and back to you
Nobodies sure who is who
I just keep writing--not sure how to stop
I think I like it better on top

Rhyming brain--quickly teasing--
-----we’re all insane
Where is this going and when will it stop--
My thoughts are pleading, yet not escaping--
At leaste not decoded
Only coded thoughts breathe through evil screams
And I have caught you unaware

The disease that plagues does not take you from within
It takes you from out here, right here
This is ware it all begins--Do you believe in original sin
In this world that we are in? 
Who are you and do you know me
Do I even
know myself? A pupil in this huge 
New World of Thought---age is upon me, though I’m just a 
Child, a baby in the whole of things.

Adventure--No. Now I’m slowing down.
My anxiety stetching, like humidity on the bathroom mirror
Look away--what do you see? A Fog, a haze, a mystery?.
Wipe away the sweat upon the glass--still time has not really passed-
We all come and go--not just through life and death, but through pain
And regret--Find and forget. Wipe away and concentrate--how long
Can the little girl inside there wait? Do not hesitate, turn the shower
Back on , into the depths of the mirror she will drawn--not to be
Found--not to be found…
Do you know what this mind thinks?
Do you know why I…Why I think so much?
It’s like fire in search-- of life---of one desire to fulfill
One need--to answer one question --to make more questions…
To ask, to wonder---to breathe in that which is not
explained-
To pretend to make believe, in hope of finding more truth on 
The side where no-one looks

The Falsities--I believe they lead to our realities…
Alice in Wonderland. So close your eyes and slip on
The glass slipper. The highway to our dreams. Fight
The powdered demon, the lifeless slut--Run to Jack 
The beanstalk’s down and I need a way out of Fairytown.
It’s a Neverending Story, Cinderella don’t you worry
Your Princ isn’t coming, but your life will unfold
You are the victim of societal Greed, You are an example--
On you we must Feed. So rise above your Prince--
We don’t need another Snow White. So slap the bitch
And kill the witch and come on a Quest with me
Cant you see?--we’re melding truth with Fantasy.

My mind is aching, my thoughts are baking 
And here we go again