Chasing Stardust...💋  Read Count : 64

Category : Stories

Sub Category : Suspense/Mystery
     
                            ( KAIORS)
                  A Letter to timetravel?


   (Almost...but almost doesn't count)

   Always on my mind, l See it in my eyes,Won't let me sleep when I lay down at night I'm addicted to the thought of you... can't say goodbye..
That's what it's like chasing stardust....  lyrics to a Matt Mason song.
     I can almost taste it .... Like a faint unmistakable scent that stops me cold in my tracks.. a knowing rushing though my veins your close but yet
It feels far away, so far away... 
I'm beginning to feel like sandra bullocks in the movie lake house.. 

I don't know I just been feeling some type of way...
I guess we all have really, in our own way...good, bad, happy, sad, life is mysterious. Like a book waiting to be written, a footprint or clue left in time just like our ancestor before us.. another piece to the puzzle we call life. Archaeologists spend their lifetime Like pirates treasure hunting for the golden ticket to history.
( "That scavenger".. )
Ive never really believed in writing or kept a journal. to me i see it as a weapon (gun) and each page was its ammo. opening the heart is as loading someone else's pistol. And can an will be used against you..

hmm.. nope not that dumb was my first thoughts. I've seen the outcome to many times I'm not stupid.. I've "watched means girls" but really I didn't know how to open my heart i kept it locked down like fort knox. opening up? Them emotion curve balls hurt... just like you feel a kiss on the face.. it eventually get personal. Truth, finding an dicovering Trust is truth.. Like it or not u gotta know who to trust.. driving full speed in the darkness blindfolded ... eventually that straight away curves to the left.... will the love be strong enough to be ur eyes? or a force greater than death?.. 
instant flash of lightning "what an incredible insight" images on an overhead projector lummunating the path. Your souls test ...playing like the Christmas Carol we all know.....life is unimaginable and mysterious beautiful yet profound... everything around us we question, we read books,we study, try to figure out.. even science baffled by 22 grams..a weight of a roll on nickels. Is whats said we loose when we die we can only scratch the surface.. it's an
amazing gift not to be studied.. you cant... the chapters are not wrote yet.. just like peter pan we grow up and forget but daydreaming unknowingly is a message you can feel it deep down what your longing for tho..
   
  Even if I am beginning to think what im searching for is forgotten lost in time ...in this fast pace world always in a hurry..rushing stressing gear shift stuck in overdrive racing thru life...passing moments opportunities happiness blinded by material things an worthless fortunes.. They forget to lower the shades they wear.. long enough to see life passing by.. To remember what it felt like to be happy.. living life.. laughing hard and love with everything u are.. The old fashioned deep shit...a connection so rare and legendary. Some people never knew something so epic so powerful existed.. what you wish ur whole life for.. U find urself daydreaming about..Some will never find... only a selected few will even blessed to. Just to witness..its what you watch in movies or read in novels everyday in the stories told by someone.. 
but you see its not just a love story or a fairy tale.. Of mythical imagination.. its rare but its real..ive seen in every once in awhile in the elder clients who come in the salon.. Who seen. Something in me to trust me maybe the pain in my eyes or the stress in my face..i dont know but blessed me with a special gift of knowing.. Or maybe like a chainletter ment to be passed to keep from being lost forgotten. A keeper of the 🔑 the secret garden the (vault) ..the most valuable thing in this world.. Not even the wealthiest can afford. They reveal to me their most precious riches memories/tresures. Watching as they drift their mind travels back into time.
Reliving ever moment with firey🔥 passion burning in their eyes and the excitement in their emotion smile glowing ur there standing watching it unfold with ever word the knowin of completion.. Of what it feels like to be whole at home become 1love..the rib inplace will heal..wow..even after all these years almost a lifetime in love.. they still get butterfiles..
holding hands they walk out the door..still playful and happy...in love 
im waiting on a hope a luck that my handsome gentlemen will come...maybe...oneday who knows... But imma wait patiently who wouldn't? 
Ive lived 10 years of my life in pain sadness anger in a relationship lost in daydreams of a different simple life filled with knowing
My escape the meeting place where i would sit under a big oak tree at wait what another day? 

But im tired today...theres to many masks 
💋 
Just a dream... 


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