Who Am I? Read Count : 100

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Who am I?
I look in the mirror but don't recognize
The person looking back. 
Is this real?
 Am I dreaming?
 I wonder if I really exist. 
Does anything?
I'm empty inside.
 I feel nothing. 
No emotions. 
No pain. 
Just a void. 
There are two of me at least.
One with a gentle and calmed demeanor.
 Always smiling. 
The other, is the opposite. 
She wants vengeance on the world. She wants to destroy everything around her. 
But who am I?
Two separate voices in my head, both me, yet not. 
One loves and one hates. 
One is happiness while the other is rage. 
Which one is real and which is pretend? 
Which is me and which isn't.
I want nothing more than to help but I'd rather watch you drown. 
Who am I?
Do I really exist or am I broken?
 Can something broken exist in this world?
 Perhaps I am too far gone. 
My mind is in pieces. 
Perhaps I shouldn't exist. 
Perhaps I don't.
When I look in the mirror, 
I don't see me. 
I don't recognize the Person staring back at me. 
Who am I? 
Who am I really? 

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    Feb 12, 2018

  • that was soooo deep i love it

    Feb 12, 2018

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