A Call For Help
Read Count : 100
Category : Stories
Sub Category : Suspense/Mystery
She has everything any girl would want. A loving family, great friends, pets. But why wasnt it enough? She couldnt tell her freinds or family how she felt. She felt like everyone hated her. She felt..empty. she was shy around most people, and when she did talk, she soon regretted. "Did I say the wrong thing?" But when she did not respond, she regretted it. "Why didnt you answer them?" She felt like the world was against her. She could not describe it. Its like she was trapped in a bottle, only being able to breathe through a small straw. She couldnt tell what was wrong. And she couldn't ask for help. She wanted to kill herself. But she couldnt bring her self to do it. She didnt want people to mourn her. She WANTED HER OWN PET TO DIE so that she has a reason to be sad and people would understand why she killed herself. But once the pets did die..it killed her on the inside. She regretted EVERYTHING. "WHY am i like this?" She felt like she was drounding. She knows one day she will die. But shes still alive.
I am this girl.
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I really related. i was that girl for a long time, only difference now, is that i did eventually get help, im still getting help 10 years later, i have much to live for, but mental health is an illness, it can get anyone, even the great Robin Williams, who lived to make the world laugh. one day at a time, never give up on your worst day, its a stumble forward, then 5 leaps back. it gets exhausting, but you fight. its a bully, push back, try not to believe it, even when its screaming in your head. keep writing, keep trying.
Feb 12, 2018