Late Night Thoughts On Abstinance & Celibacy
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It's been just about a year since I have had sex. I'm guessing roughly 350 days or so. It really is amazing how much my perception of love, sex, women and dating have changed. If someone told me that I'd never have sex again, this would be fine. I am one of those reformed sluts you hear about. Back from 2011 - 2016 I would have fucked any girl that was even sort of attractive. Even if she had an abysmal personality i would just pretend to like her horrific charachter. Its 2018 now and nearly a year since i was with ANYONE. If anything now, Ive become a lot more picky now. My reasons for choosing not to have sex with anyone are kind of obscure and hard to put into words. I want to be sure about a girl before i have sec with her. I physically can't get it up now if im not really into a girl. This means the horrendous one night stands are a thing of the past, thank god. I think I just did those as a right of passage into my twenties. There was a love I had with a girl a couple of years back. I was smitten by this girl. It was the closest thing I have ever felt to love. I fucked up though. Underneath it all, Im kind of a troubled soul. I need to work on this part of me before i attempt another relationship. Appreciate other things In life that are outside of tits and ass. Vagina is great but it won't save you. Til next time....