Category : Poems

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All the times that i miss u...
I will remind myself not to...
Cz you are somewhere smiling, laughing, living your life as you have dreamt it to be :)

I will pull myself back together...
I will prevent the tears ;
for i couldn't the years !
I will remind myself you are happy and in love and in light and peaceful and bright !

I will remind myself to not keep tugging at the ethereal cords...cz it must hurt i understand ...
I will remind myself ... That we choose this ... "Ourselves" ...

I will remind myself ...that this is how god plans it to be ...and my wish is that god's wishes are fulfilled through me ...
For i know God will never keep any of my wishes unfulfilled...

When i will miss you i will instead say ...i know you :) ...
Bcz souls always do !!!
No matter in which universe or timeline ...they just do !

I won't lie...i deeply miss you sometimes ... Other times ...it's bearable... To the point where i have moved ahead with my own life ...

But in those times ...where I wish to hear your voice again,
I wish to have a vc again...
I wish to make you laugh and smile ...
I wish to be silly and goofy...
I wish to be sarcastic and sweet...
I wish I could have you in my heart again...
I wish for so so so many things ...
That the sky is studded with each of my wish :)

And i know that when one of my wishes will be fulfilled by god ...
You will be wishing on my wishing star !

I am certain of this...
Amidst the uncertainties ...
That the silence will speak louder for me !
That the pain will transmute into purest , deepest love , that the distance will be a paradox in god's realm!

I am certain of our kisisng...
Our hugging, our oneness and
our love sweetheart...
I am certain...
 in me you will live !