Category : Stories

Sub Category : Romance

Maybe we should take a break from studying, Donald put the books away and moved close to me too close that my body was beginning to shake, he told how he always wanted to show me how far he really loves me and promised me how he will really take care of me for my first time, he kissed me so deep and placed his hands everywhere on my body we were getting there to the point that I was already topless until I remembered that I'm no longer a virgin in my head I remembered every episode of me and sir Ronald on his bed and the first night I got myself in this mess. I quickly pushed him away and told him I can't and I'm still not ready but he kept on asking why and when I will be ready, I wanted to keep on lying to him but I couldn't I had to tell him the truth that same night he doesn't deserve all the drama. I finally spilled the beans and for a whole 5 minutes he was quite and he looked so tense and I think I even turned him off, after the silent he wanted to know who was responsible for my first time and if I was still seeing the person, but how can I tell him that it was Sir Ronald responsible and I'm having an affair with him I loved Donald so much to hurt him in that manner but I loved Ronald too to betray our relationship like that. I couldn't tell him that so he stormed out of the room so disappointed, I hated myself I felt like I was worse than a whore or maybe I'm a little slut who had no heart my heart was sinful, I tossed and turned the whole night thinking of how I will ever face Donald because I didn't want to lose him.

Few days passed by Donald and I haven't made contact to each other not even eye contact he couldn't look at me and every time we are in class he set so far away from my table, the silent was killing me but that didn't even stop me from seeing sir Ronald instead of letting go of him or putting some distance I was growing closer to him because of the empty space in my heart I need him to comfort me and who knew better than him plus I was scared he might find out and leave me too so I was keeping a close eye.

Leticia was worried about me and Donald not staying together anymore so instead of asking me she went ahead to confront Donald and he told her that the sound of my name makes him sick and that got her so curious to drive the truth out of me.

I need you to tell me what happened between you and Donald the guy felt weary by the mention of your name and he couldn't stand for a second just to hear what I wanted to say, it's really unlike him. She begged me for the truth and reminded me of the 10 years of our friendship and how she will never keep anything from me. She was right I needed someone to talk to about everything I've been hiding this for months and it's time someone knew.

I told Donald I'm no longer pure and he was disappointed that I lied to him

Lol, why would you lie to him, what's the point of lying to him just tell him you aren't ready but when are you going to get ready yourself, she teased me and got shock by the look of my face she could see I was serious and I didn't lie to him.

No! You silly girl you've let someone drink from the well and you didn't tell me or wait you sleeping with someone and I don't know? Do I have the right to feel like Donald or maybe worse because my best friend is not the same girl I know. She had her face on her shoulder with that look that blackmail me emotionally in telling her the truth.

I wanted to tell you but it's too hard to tell you that I'm in love with my English lecturer and my classmate and to make it worse I'm sleeping with my lecturer and we are having a secret relationship and he doesn't even know I'm still having a secret relationship between me and one of his student, tell me how I'm supposed to tell you that without you judging me. I found myself raining in tears, tears of shame for that matter.

But knowing my best friend she will never judge me, she held me so tight and wiped my tears told me all is well and we will figure this whole thing out, she told me I had to choose between the two and it's not right I'm having this uncertain feelings for two men.

I felt so much better that I talked to her and I'm no longer tied up with lies but there's only one more person to open the closet for but I'm not sure if it's time for that yet.