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This valentine was really special .I celebrated it like a festival!

 Generally ,l had been sad on this day .It only made me feel that I am alone one more year without her .

My sadness was more from a normal single person because her birthday was also on this day.......

 l just wished to go to past through the time machine and change the scenario completely!

I just want to say sorry to her and tell her how much I loved her before her father's transfer into another city....

This wish made me feel impatient and I searched for her on facebook ,twitter and instagram.

But,nothing was found about her...

I don't know even whether she is alive or not!!Whether she look good or not!!!? 

But ,l know she is beautiful from inside... She is kind .She is best girl I have ever met in my life....

But ,this valentine I didn't waste my time to search for her or feeling regret or wish to travel in a time machine. I just try to celebrate her birthday and Valentine day simultaneously..... 

 I woke up as usual. After breakfast I watched one movie "A walk to Remember".l understand the meaning of love in a true manner .Love is just like wind; you can't see it but you can feel it.....

Love is patient and kind . 

It is never jealous. 

Neither rude nor selfish.

In evening i went to hotel to have my favourite food .At night ,I went to roof of my house to celebrate her birthday.No one was present on any roof due to cold night .This made me feel happy. Wind was blowing very fast.... 

Seemed it was trying touch my soul.l tried to speak her (imaginary as she is standing in front of me)

.I said 

"Hey R............Happy Birthday ...lt's your eighth birthday that I celebrated without you...You look beautiful as always.... We had spent really nice time together. It was just like dream... I never forget those day.When I first saw you, it was just a normal feeling. I like you but when I know you personally then I realized how lucky I'm. I was nothing, I had no ambition  .I didn't know how to deal with the world. I was very shy  back then. Because of you I like study, game. I like myself. To be in love with you is just amazing. I like how you care me. I was scared of dogs. You treat them so nice. You are the kindest girl I ever seen.

 .l love you more than myself . Listen Ri... . there is only one wire of love that had already connected from  my heart to yours.So no one can replace you .I will never loose hope to see you again. But , today I also want to say that I'll never waste my time search you on social network or get frustrated .Because ,you are always always ....present in my heart till the last breath of my life.l don't need any reason to love you. Because you are already in my thoughts. In my heart.I always always...love you ,that's enough for me.

I did not say exactly what I half feel for you.I love you .You're my everything. I can look forever into your eyes. 

You 'll always my inspiration.

Stay happy (if you are alive)Good night!....''

Comments

  • il it

    Mar 03, 2018

  • Anshad Anzil

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    Mar 07, 2018

  • Edited by Alina Christ

    Mar 28, 2018

  • i love this so much!!keep up the good work!

    Mar 15, 2018

  • is good

    Mar 22, 2018

  • This is very sweet of a boy to say. People like you are very rare. Keep up the good work!👏👏👏

    Mar 25, 2018

  • I Love It!!!

    Mar 30, 2018

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  • A good way ti remember.

    Apr 21, 2018

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