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When we are born with religious conviction that tells us that we are entitled to our own individuality. We don’t think of ourselves as identical and we want to feel the uniqueness about ourselves. Even if our uniqueness is the ability to make our own mistakes if that’s all we have to hold on to. 

Our sense of individuality, which we perceive as a given birthright from unfinished business from a previous life, is something that we do in order to right a wrong or to move on to as we further realize our own immortality. But, as we seek this individuality the irony of it is that we end up separating ourselves from being individuals. It makes us feel more confident that we are progressing throughout life. 

Sometimes that may be true. Sometimes we end up offending others and getting defensive ourselves. Often alienating others. 

Sense of individuality results in a population of people who disagree with each other. For the most part this isn’t fair, as it can often lead us to question our existence and it’s importantance in itself. This can weaken our abilities and further damage our lives by putting ourselves into what can be considered life lessoning situtations. All of this due to the fact that we are searching for the karmic reciprocity in order to fill that void in order to move on. WE must learn to be honest with ourselves. Admit that we are not perfect. That we make mistakes. 

We must not forget and know that there are people out there that forgive us as well. Ones that think we are worth it and accept us as we are inside. 

Believe that and you can forgive yourself too. If you do not, you will keep, naturally, putting yourself in situations to punish yourself for the little wrongdoings that only you know are true. 

We MUST find true meanings in our relationships. What are considered head games, that others may fall for, is called manipulation. The karmic spirit innately inside you will come to collect on its lesson in due time. Thus, leaving you to never move on, often resulting in a unfullfilled life.

Achieving spiritual and emotional fulfillment are a key to balance. Which itself, is the key to a happy and fulfilled life.