Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

You are so engraved into my mind. Even when I sleep you are there in my dreams. When I open my eyes you are my first thought, you are  buried so deep into my soul and I'm trying to dig you out but I don't know if I will ever be able to dig deep enough. I try to keep myself distracted with anything and everything I can but even the things I do remind me of you.  Why won't you leave me alone. I pray to god to take the pain of missing you. I scream for him to help me forget. I get nothing but more of your memories. The beauty in your eyes I used to get lost in, the touch of your lips to mine. Your elegant smile that could make the sun seem dark. I hate how much I love you because I know that I never even cross your mind. Did I really mean so little to you that you could move on so fast? If today I woke up with you, like all of this was just some twisted dream. I'd hold you closer than I ever did before and you'd never slip away and you'd never hear me say... I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things. Like the way it felt to fall asleep next you and the memories I never can escape. Because I'm not fine at all.


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