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One Hell Of A Man
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Category : Poems
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I know it's not easy to love me. But you continue to try. I'm broken in my world. I've been shattered like no other, I have made you suffer again and again. Still you pick up my pieces every time. My addiction is so sad, I feel guilty when I lie! Your one hell of a man. I know you pray for me for us for our family everyday. Just help her get better you say. I don't know that i will conquer the battle I have with my addiction. I think deep down you know I will lose in this war. Your one hell of a man! You love me even when no other soul would. You make me want to keep fighting. That's not an easy thing for me to do these days. I have grown weak , with not much fight left in me. 40yrs you'd think I could end the war by now. Unfortunately its not over yet. Your one hell of a man. You give me strength but I am a coward. I love you I know u deserve better than me. Yet I know I deserve you... God what's your plan for me. ? My faith comes and goes I don't get it. I must be one of your fallen angels. For this struggle my husband deals with is real. He's one hell of a man!