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You left your flannel last time you came over.

I'm wearing it as I sit on the couch at 4:00 AM listening to love songs.

Its too big and I bury my face in it, breathing in your scent.

I guess that's kind of weird.

But I miss you.

It always comes to this, doesn't it?

Cry singing love songs at an ungodly hour.

Its pathetic.

But I'm lonely.

I want you with me.

I need you.

You don't need me.

I just want to bury my face in your shoulder and sit

Quietly.

Contently.

But I left you.

And when I finally come back

You won't care anymore.

A lot can change in a year.

And honestly?

It hurts.

It hurts my heart.

It feels like I could split in two.

And I'm so alone.

I'm so alone without you.

I want to hold you in my arms

And run fingers through your soft, dark hair

And look into your wide, blue eyes

And trace over every freckle on your skin.

I just need you with me.

Because every moment without you
hurts.