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No one said it would be easy. The things I am facing now I couldn’t wait to experience when I was stuck behind the walls. The pressure of paying bills, working a steady job, trying to keep up with the family and everything going at such a breakneck speed around me. It is exciting and though sometimes confusing and crazy as hell, I wouldn’t trade it for anything in the world.

As insanely impatient as I am to experience it all and recapture everything I have only dreamed of; I know the learning will come as it comes – that’s how life works. You can’t “recapture” what is already gone, you’ll never find it looking backwards.

So, if you see me stop sometimes, moving slowly through these events, don’t criticize or judge me too harshly. I want to savor every moment. I stumble often over what many would consider simple shit, and sometimes the way I look at thing is totally off base from anyone's reality but my own; but right or wrong, I am loving it. Being free is something I cherish more than I have words to express. So no, don’t criticize, instead – celebrate with me, enjoy it with me! If you realized where and how far and I have come, you would laugh out loud for the joy of it.

I have been waiting for this my whole life.