Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

  Im on top of the world, I can see it all. I’m like a fly on a wall. 
I can see everything falling apart. 
  I see lives ending, and others getting a fresh start. 
  Watching from up here,  just breaks my heart. 
  Watching everybody suffer, when all I can do is hover. 
   I’m stuck here up above, but without the ones that I love. 
  Nobody would feel me if I tried to reach out, nobody would hear me if I were to try to shout. 
  I know my time is up, but he expects me to just sit back and do nothing? 
  Well he clearly doesn’t know who I am, cause I’ll always do something. If I can. 

  Being up above, I feel invisible. 
  Except this time, I actually am. 

   I don’t even know how it got to this point. I can’t even remember when, or how it began. 
  I know my situation is shitty, but I hope you know I’m your biggest fan. 

  Cause whenever I hit rock bottom, you gave me your hand. 
  You helped me learn how to stand. Over, and over again. 

  No matter how many times I was broken, you always helped me mend. 

  But how do I thank you? with empty promises. 

  I really do try, I just can’t reach your consciousness; level. 
  It’s all too stressful. 

   But how can I complain? you’ve been through everything, and some. 
   Yet you are the most successful, then again, you are his son. 

    So, I guess thank you, for lifting me up. I’m glad that I’m with you, that I’m up above. 
  Dare I say I’d rather be below, its just closer to home. 

  Being up above ain’t that bad. I just miss the ones I love. I know I should be at peace, but I just feel so sad.