Category : Poems

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  The hopelessness feeling that dwells inside.   
I think to much, I can't hear my own voice. All I do is analyze.
  I pray, I go to church, I struggle sometimes to get by. I have faith, I believe in you lord. It's just so hard to not break down, and cry;
when I think everyday could be the day that I die.
  I need some healing. I’m so broken, fractured. I need help dealing, with the trauma I've encountered. 
   My anxieties are crippling, and my thoughts never rest. I can't help but feel ashamed of my past, even though I did my best.
  I try so hard to be myself, life just gets in the way. I so badly just want to be happy, and free, but I can't with my mind turning grey.  
   We’v been so exposed to this corrupt society. Being apart of it gives me constant anxiety. 
  I can’t just keep going along with the ride. I know it’s not permanent, but how can I go on with such feelings circling inside?