Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

3 years you left me.
3 years you been gone.
3 years i been living without you.

You were such a strong person, never even give up when you were facing a difficult situation in your life. But you never taught me how to be strong when you are not around. Everyday i wish to hear your voice, to hear your laughter, to be able to see you, touch your face, to hug you, to kiss your cheeks but thats just a wishful thinking of mine. 

Memories of you flooded in.
How i used to nag at you to turn the volume down whenever you were listening to a horror stories on the radio with your earpiece on.How i used to hug you from behind just to irritate you from sleeping. How i used to disturb you making you mad whenever i said how smelly you smell when i know you had your shower. 

My life change when you left.
My heart had a huge hole knowing you not around.Without you, i am empty inside.I tried to move on ok, i did. And i knew you would have wanted me too. Its just too hard. I dont want to torture you there, i dont want your soul to be not in peace. Somehow Memories of you kept me going, kept me strong, kept me in place. 

I know you are with me in my heart, my mind, my soul. I know you be watching me there. I know you will be waiting for me.

My Beloved Mother, I am missing you so damn much. Only MEMORIES OF YOU, is the only medicine for me.

Missing and loving you always ;
your daughter.
~SSJ~