Category : Diary/Journal

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Have you ever woke up one day & everything just went wrong constantly? 

Have you ever felt so alone inside that it's just you and your demons? 

Have ever thought you were gonna die alone? I have.

I battle depression, anxiety, anger and PTSD everyday & I deal with all of these alone & I feel like sometimes I won't make it because I'm so alone and most people around me either don't understand, don't care or they're just not there at all. My mother upsets me deeply everyday especially by listening to me say everyday how I have depression & anxiety but she never tries to help me because to her there's no such thing. I become so furious that I want to scream and I hate that I have the desire to either slap or choke her because I know that isn't right but half of my problems are because of her, she ruined my childhood and kept me prisonered away & it's sad but this is exactly why most kids don't grow up "normal" because parents don't let go & when they finally do look at the damage they caused!