Category : Diary/Journal

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A long time ago me and my father used to have a great relationship. We we're so close like daughter and father install I got my first boyfriend. I was in love with the guy. He was younger than me at the time, we would always hang out a lot. My dad at the time hated him. My ex was always trying trying to have it with me . There would be times where I told this guy no because it was my first time. For my first time my ex forced me to have it with him, at the time I didn't feel right. Like in school my ex and I looked like a good couple but behind closed doors he was horrible. He would always try and make me do things but I would get in trouble for it. At the time I realized we didn't know what love was at all, sometimes we used to fight then get into it, our relationship was like a very toxic relationship. When we broke up, I decided to tell my sorry of what was happening to me. I was rape, forced, and persuade to have sex with him every weekend. I didn't ever really get a break from him, I always getting picked on by my ex and cheated on which I thought it was stupid that I stayed with him. Tell this day we never really talked anymore bcuz I told my story by writing it in my book.