Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

Our relationship doesn’t even feel like it’s ours anymore. It might as well just be mine, because you don’t even look like you try anymore. I can’t count the number of times that I’ve walked out, but never closed the door. you’re like a magnetic energy. Cause no matter how much you hurt me, I keep coming back for more. 

          You say you want to fix things, but when’s it going to happen? How many times do I have to almost leave, for you to actually take action? I’m not lying when I say  I’m done, but I just can’t leave you; so I stay until I’m numb. Until I can’t take anymore, or until things get better. You’ve been my anchor, you’ve been my whole center. 

         You fooled me into thinking that you were willing to help us work, then the time came, and you just became a jerk. You had the opportunity to show me that you care. Though instead of talking truthfully, you just sat there, and stared. You can never show me the way you say you feel. You can never help me, so I have to find my own way to heal. 
  
         I realize that your tired of trying, and that your drained, just like me. I’m so tried of crying, of feeling defeated, we can just never agree. I know we’re coming to an end soon, cause I can’t keep holding on; I feel like I coming to my doom, the way I used to feel for you is 99% gone. 

        I don’t know how you can see me suffer, and let it just keep happening. You say your trying really hard, but nothing is changing, this relationship is maddening. 
I can’t seem to do what i know is good for me. I just keep hoping, that we are meant to be. I keep asking for signs, but I keep ignoring them, and disagree. It’s all so clear; but I keep on trying. I don’t know how much longer I can persevere, without dying.