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I know I shouldn't be stuck in the past. But thinking about the future and focusing on the present.

They say the past is the past for a reason.

But sometimes I can't help but sit and remember the fearful days, and the restless nights. When I had to wonder if today I would be freed from that prison I was forced to call "home".

"Its over now..." They say. 

"You can forget it, just think about the good times you have now."

But I can't, And I won't. I refuse.

So much of my childhood was consumed by fear. But I'm still alive, alive to see another day. To sleep another night.

So for now, I WILL look to the future, I WILL focus on the present, but I WONT forget the past.

Why? Because it taught me a lesson I will NEVER forget. Don't FEAR for your life... FIGHT for it! That was my one mistake during that time. I feared instead of fought.

If you are ever in a situation were you feel you are in danger, FIGHT! (But don't get arrested...)