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I thank you guys, the 2 that I saw who actually cared. I just feel like no one did care, the only thing that I love doing, drawing, everyone hates and is better then me. I have a big family, 3 grandma's, 3 grandpa's, and 7 cousins. They all hate me, I have 2 amazing friends that are depressed for their own reasons. I try to help them the best I can but, it's too much for me to handle. My amazing girlfriend, cuts herself and I try to stop it or help her but honestly I feel like doing it myself. I have a sister who, I feel like my dad loves her more... For 4 years on my birthday I never got a present or cake or friends. I even forgot I had a birthday because I would just go and cry it off, last year I got a guitar which I like I do and I was happy that he got it for me. That was it, my sister got to go to a trampoline park an ice cream cake and one whatever she wanted. I only got that and a happy birthday, then my sister cried for a week because I got a damn computer... Now this all sound like a stupid reason why I feel like she's more loved well... My sister got a D in her class all my dad did was tell her do her best. So I gave up doing my work and he yelled at me for 2 hours because I got a D. My sister can act like a phyco and my dad will just laugh, if I even say something like "Ima kill you!" Just joking he'll backhand me. She doesn't even take care of HER FERRET I have to, but does my dad care... Nope. This is why I feel hated, but my dad won't listen to me. He never does, this is why I hate myself, I've stopped eating breakfast and lunch. I've stopped doing my homework, I've stopped caring. So I posted that "why wait" and when I saw those comments I felt a bit better. Thank you