Category : Books-Fiction

Sub Category : YoungAdult

The water drained from her bath. She grabbed her towel and dried off. Her dad was watching TV down stairs, then she grabbed her pocket knife and carved I-Z-U-M-I into her arm. With only a few tears, she got dressed in her long sleeve sweater. She looked at her self in the mirror
"Look at this wimp, a girl who can't even learn to love herself! Your so lazy, your procrastinating your own death!" She was right, she couldn't think of any reason to not hate herself. She grabbed her stuff and went down stairs, there she put her stuff away and took her phone off the bed. She checked her phone and there was a text, from her friend Taylor! The text was just a simple hi, she replied then went to watch YouTube. Ever since she was a child she was depressed, when she was 5 she was Raped and No one in her family cared. Her Grandpa hated her and her Nana chose her cousin over her. Everyone at school hated everything about her, she was annoying, stupid, and to obsessed. She had a girlfriend but everyone hated that too, they hated her ever since she joined the school and before that kids had gave her notes to kill herself. She really wanted to die she hated herself at least that part of her. "WHY WONT YOU LEAVE ME ALONE" 
"I'm sorry, I tried to help!" 
"NO YOU DONT YOU HAVE MADE ME DEPRESSED! YOU HAVE RUINED HER... OUR LIFE" 
"I'm sorry!" They were arguing inside her head the only thing she knows best. "WE HAVE A F- NOW!"
" I know but Language arts sucks!" 
" I know it dies but think ABOUT HER AND ABOUT HER PERMEATE RECORD!"
"I know! I know! I know! I screwed her up! There are you happy! I, ME, I SCREWED HER UP! I RUINED HER LIFE!" She cried. Izumi cried on the outside too- she felt she was drowning in a thousand tears. She wanted to be free from this glass prison, She grabbed the rope from the basement and went into her closet. There she broke the glass and became a fish out of water.