Category : Diary/Journal

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My vision is all messed up

Why?

I wont try to explain it because it only comes out sounding like some kind of justification. Trust me, it's all messed up.

I wish I could just pop them out of my head and replace everything I see with a new vision, see things differently...

If you're prone to catching attitudes, or filtering the world through prejudice, if your eyes can't see what is so obvious to everyone else, how do you change the way you see?

Laugh at me if you want. I am beyong frustration in this. Even the people I love are throwing their hands up. I can,t throw my hands up on myself or i'd say, "Forget this!" and be content in my own ignorance. 

No, I need a fresh pair of eyes and as temped as i am to take this pen and job it into my own eyeball and get it over with, I know what i am looking for can only come from inside of myself. 

Maybe the next time she looks at me I'll be able to see her.