Category : Diary/Journal

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I just needed to get this out of my mind. I'm breaking down and i don't know what to do anymore. I'm screaming at the top of my lungs "PLEASE DON'T LET ME FEEL ANYMORE!...


There are so many things I still have to say to you.  So many questions but you don't care and you lied to me.  I gave you everything I had but when I became an inconvenience you left without even a goodbye. It kills me to know that I meant so little to you and it hurts to know that you no longer care. You made me feel like I was worth something. That I could be something. We shared a bond. We were going to have twins. And then a girl. How can that mean nothing to you.  I fell for your lies in those beautiful eyes. I dream about you every night. Every Goddamn night. You broke my heart into a thousand pieces and you say it's because I deserve better? I will never love again because of you.  Anything that happens or I see in this world reminds me of you.  I'm trying to be strong but I breakdown every second of every day... I love you with all my heart, forever and always.  I wish I didn't.



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