Category : Diary/Journal

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     It's quite frustrating when after all the years of hard work and worship you land out in the middle of nowhere. Seven years of real struggle and there doesn't seem to be in positive turn in the near future. 
     I agree that one must always think positive and continue the hard work, but my question is how long? When nothing goes in favour there must be something that should keep me motivated. For how long can I hope for the best? I have reached the saturation point where negativity has taken its toll. I cannot blame myself for being negative, how can I be so harsh on myself when I know how much labour I did put in only to be a loser I am today?