Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Dear Friend,
I've heard that writting things down can help. I hope it does. To be completely honest with you, I'd try anything that might help. So if it is ok with you, if you are happy to listen, I would like to let you into my life.

Next month I will be 24 years old, and I'm scared as hell. I'm not sure when it happened, but all of a sudden I'm doing these adult things. It just doesn't feel natural. 
I hope you understand the way it feels to have life pulling you in all different directions. Not really sure what will happen if you fall apart. I can only imagine I'd look the way our filing cabinet did after my mum threw it at dad as he left. Paper flying everywhere, fragments of wood and metal scattered on the ground. And that little girl inside crying as she see's her world falling apart.

I must leave for tonight, my friend, though I'm not sure if I'll sleep. I hope to talk to you soon.

Kayla 
18.1.18