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Hey its me.
The girl you used to know.
Or the girl you thought I was.
I never liked your eyes.
Or the long summer nights on the shore.
I hated your smug grin.
And your perfect teeth.
I hated how you never made time for me.
And how rain check became so common of a phase to you.
I hated waiting for you
Knowing that I was never gonna be good enough.
I hated how much I loved you.
And how I put your happiness before my own.
I hated you leaving.
Because sometimes words can hurt more.
See I was there.
When the door slammed behind you, and you vanished into thin air.
Without another word.
Not one text.
Not one call.
You were gone. 
It hurt.
Worse than anything I had ever felt.
I was alone.
But I wasnt alone.
What you or I didnt know was I would never be alone again. 
His name is Ayden.
Our baby and my world.
And although you will never meet.
I thank you.
For your smug grin, that you both share.
For the perfect smile that melts my heart.
Thank you. 
For taking my world away, to give me something so much more.