Trust- Is It Ever Gonna Happen?
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So, I'm not a writer actually. But, thought of writing some stuffs. I hope you love this blog. The worst thing I regret the most is Trust! Trusting people blindly. Just have heard from many(friends) "Don't trust easily anyone, they might backstab you or ditch you someday". Many advices, many suggestions. Still opted to trust others blindly. And, finally here I am. An experienced person. Who trusted many, and finally got ditched by them! Well, the funny part is that, I trusted boys mainly. Didn't know anything about them much, didn't know about their past, and still trusted them. I used to share my experiences, my stories, my past on trusting people blindly and getting hurt again and again with them. And every other boy with whom I shared this, they used to say this one line- "I'm not like other boys! Trust me!" That melted my heart. And hence, I trusted them. And, when it was finally time to prove their loyalty or trust, they proved me wrong. They ditched me. Through this, I learnt one thing. Never to trust anyone. But, as used to chose the wrong path. Again. So, I met one guy. I trusted him the most. I was comfortable with him than I was comfortable with other boys. It was actually only two weeks since we knew each other.. But, he did build one trust. I believed his words though. And, like I said before, I got hurt. Again. I used to chuck the fact that I fell for him. But, my bestfriend knew. What I was going through. Everyone said, "it's better that you move on". It's so easy to say. But, so hard to actually do it. My bestfriend knew I was the weakest in moving on. Every other night, I used to cry for him. But, used to ignore the fact that I loved him. And that was the time I found the one. The perfect one I was looking for. Even after knowing all my past terrible stories, he's ready to accept me. But, I am scared. Scared to trust again. Scared to love again. Scared to get hurt. Again. Hence, the title says. 'Trust- Is it ever gonna happen?' I doubt it!