
Embittered Over A Changer
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You want to make me Taste a chai latte you’re drinking just ‘cause it tastes a lot like your cum? Why don’t you shove it instead? Thanks for mocking my heart with just cheap attention. I’ve now opened my heart to more from you, and all you give me is your horniness. You made sure I opened myself up to more, but still all you give is the typical male attention that I only wanted when I wasn’t so open. All you give me is your Changing, one mode to the next, Johnny to Tom. You broke my heart as Johnny, making me feel like you owe me in that mode. You made my heart open back up to you in that mode and broke it just as strongly in that mode, so yeah, I want something back from you. Thanks for hurting me so much. That’s what you accomplished. I may be Channeling my Lovely now, but it’s at the cost of my heart. I get chest pains now more than before, when I was pining over you in just Tom mode and all I knew was that heartbreak. You broke me. I now have to be fixed even more for what you did. My heart was hurt enough as it was. I may literally sleep, but I don’t sleep as easy ever since I fell for you, and then fell for you. You’re all my exes in this Life for me. Mister Shifty, Mister Changeable. Mister hurts my heart and then leaves it bleeding for him because now at least he’s satisfied it loves him ‘cause he sees it bleed over him. Is that the proof you need that I actually do love you? To see me hurt over you? I’ll believe you love me once you stop hurting me. My heart hurts and hungers all over again because of you, and you care not that you’ve hurt it, just that you have proof you need that it loves you, that it craves you, that it doesn’t want to go through life without you. Thanks for opening a new wound like the old one. It’s not like I’m left with the repairs. I have to clean up each and every mess you’ve made of me. You don’t mop it up, so here I am, the mess and the one who cleans it. Why did you show me Jonathan/Talen/Arukan only to dangle him in front of me, then take him away? You want to deserve me? Quit what you’ve been doing to me and you will. You want me to believe you love me? Stop hurting my heart with what you do.
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