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   Nothing in my life has come easily to me. I was created by 2 teenagers who didn't mean to get pregnant. Both were misfit virgins, very odd looking together. My mom outweighed my dad by 100 pounds. He had Polio as a child and the disease severely stunted his growth. Both of them didn't have a clue about life or how to love themselves let alone love me. Yeah, I know, lots of people can relate.

   So... I graduated from high school, and out the gate started making bad choices. I married a man who I started dating when I was 15 and he was 22. He controlled and held me back in so many ways. We divorced after 11 years together. My 2 babies were the only good that came from those years.
   I spent 22 years struggling with keeping my head above water and being the best mother I could be. I wasted time on 2 more marriages, at 43 I realized I could be a happy person inside. It's the fucktards in my life that brought me down. 
   My girls left home and 8 months later I walked away from my 3rd marriage. For the first time, I was living for me. I discovered peace in my mind and soul, which led to happiness. 
   It's been 5 years now and I learned so much, I just overflow with wisdom. I still have much to learn and lots of room for personal growth. When I learned happiness comes from within oneself, it opened me up to the universe. I wished for the man of my dreams to find me.
   Well, he found me a year ago now. He provides me with a love I have never experienced before. He supports me financially and encourages my dreams. Accepts me, loves me for who I am. 
   We don't have all the material possessions we once had. We started from scratch together. For the first time, I'm living the life...