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Every day it awaits me ..that pure intense strong liquor..the bottle sits and waits patiently for my return ..it doesn't get easier nor does it get harder ..its like time has stopped since my last drink ..last mistake but I must go on and move forward even without the bottle in my hand ..I have my family that loves me friends that haven't even met me the new me ..sober me ...I haven't even begin to explore this new lifestyle...taking one day at a time I thought was so cliche.. Until it was me ..now I see thats more then just words or a catch phrase...some need meetings ,,a program ..I just needed to be away ..away from my own life ...toxic situations ..toxic people...no matter what the plan is to get you sober or what works for you..its the moment you get there and finally see it never worked before the other times... Is only because you didn't want to let it all go ...as I sit here this moment pen to paper I can honestly say I will never look back ..no regrets ..I dont have another recovery in me ..so sure as I have been this last year ..sober I'll remain until the end !!