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I've been really sad and overwhelmed lately, more than usual. I was feeling so down that I started having suicidal thoughts. So I went to Google and did a search for 'I want to give up on life'. A suicide chat site pops up and I decided to give it a chance. I was thinking that I could share things that I can't talk to ANYONE about except God. After waiting an hour and a half no one from the suicide help chat responded. This made me realize that maybe I don't want to die, I just want someone to listen and understand. I have been to a lot of therapist, I take medication and I pray. I have a couple of really good friends and cool co-workers. Yet and still, I don't think I want to be here anymore. The good news is that I am not going to commit suicide tonight. That's enough for me.

Comments

  • There are always people to talk to. I am happy to talk to you and if I am not around I am sure others on here would be too.

    Dec 28, 2017

  • Teri Whittlinger

    Teri Whittlinger

    sucide is a permanet solution for a temparary problem. i know what its like, ive thought about it myself, but i channeled it into my writing. i think you are doing great and someday may be a published writer. dont ever give up.

    Dec 28, 2017

  • Zee Zulu

    Zee Zulu

    Whatever it is you're going through that have caused you to arrive at that dark place, don't make the leap. Extreme sadness and depression can get overwhelming but taking your own life is not the answer. The fact that you are seeking professional help and have opened yourself up in here, that is already a positive sign. Don't give up on yourself. Like Teri said, you may be a published writer one day. We don't know what's waiting for us around the corner. And I echo Jared's words. I am willing to listen if you wanna unload. Anytime. Stay strong and keep your head up.

    Dec 28, 2017

  • Flo Swann

    Flo Swann

    Remember life is how you perceive it to be. Depression is a state of mind, not a way of life. Any state of mind can be controlled by the mind itself.

    Dec 29, 2017

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