
Why Me?
Read Count : 130
Category : Books-Fiction
Sub Category : Romance
Dear diary, I saw him today his smile, laugh, I love everything about him. There he is at the lunch table, wait he is by Becky Oh well I guess I will sit over there. See you later diary. I walk over to the table and sit by Zack my crush. We have been friends for so long I don't wanna hurt him, but it hurts not to tell him. "Hi Lia" he said with his happy voice. I sat down saying nothing, he grabed my arm and looked at my face. It was so red and I could feel it heat up. " What is with you today, Becky I will talk to you later." Zack has been acting so different around me, did I do something wrong? We moved seats and say alone, at the same time Becky moved to talk to Meghan her friend. "What is wrong you act so shy around me and you keep looking at Tommy, do you like him?" NO, I yelled loud, he took my hand, I began to blush. " Do you like him?" He asked looking in my eyes. I looked away, no I don't, he let go. " Your not getting nervous when I talk about him, but when I touch you, you blush." No I don't, I forgot he can tell when I lie. " Fine, let's go to class." I walked the other way to class I did not want to go the same way as him. As I got to the hall he was in class all ready, I ran to the girls bathroom. I am fine I won't be weird I will be normal, I said that in my head till the bell rang again the ran to class. " Your late " great my evil teacher Mr.Kin sent me to the office. " Your late again, one more and you get in school suspension." Whatever I don't care anymore this is my 5th school I was kicked out from the other ones. I came back to class and sat in the back I put my good up and put my head on the desk. It don't make a difference if I pay attention we are only watching a dumb movie. Then I heard Zack come back beside me, " are you ok?" He said as he put his hand on my head like he did a lot. " I am fine" I said this over and over again in my head, not now leave me alone and don't come back. Aww why you scared Lia, I woke up in my class Zack had his hand on my back.i must have fell asleep,for how long? And how long was he rubbing my back?" You feel asleep the movie is almost over." It was storming so hard, I wish it wasn't I am so scared of thunderstorms. " I know you are scared it is ok. Zack's soft voice said this because he knows I am scared. Then I giant bolt hit the ground making the power go out in the school, I am more scared of the dark then thunderstorms. I yelled in fear and hugged Zack shaking in fear. The lights came back on, I am so sorry I said as I let go of Zack and moved over. " Hahaha it is ok you was scared." He is so nice, I think I really do love him. Does he even love me?? Dear diary, it was a long day of school nothing much happened today.Well I feel asleep in class, again lucky Zack was there he woke me up before I got in trouble. Then he said you should sleep me at home and not at school.I did not listen why should I care if I get in trouble well it is really hard to write when your on the bus so bye for now diary. As I got home I really missed school, well I missed Zack. As soon as I walked in the door I got yelled at for not cleaning the kitchen right and not cleaning my room. I just rolled my eyes and went to my room, I had a lot of homework but I wanna sleep for a little. I woke up looking at the clock 7:00 a.m. Wait I sleep all day, I forgot my homework! Well why should I care anyway I just want to get to the bus.It was so cold outside with a white blanket of snow on the ground there was only one car on the rode it was a small red car. One the other side of the road I saw Becky, she lives up the rode to me she has a pink flashy dress on and a big pink bow. It sounds like her to wear that for Zack I am wearing a black coat with a blue shirt and black pants. As I looked at myself feeling bad,the bus came to pick us up.I got on first then Becky my friend Zoey would of been on the bus at the next stop but she was not there. So I am left alone looking out the window. The snow started to fall and it made me think of my soul crazy and unpredictable. Lucky me the only friend I had on my bus was Zoey and she was not here I was alone. The bus pulled up to the school we all got out me being last because I dropped everything out of my book bag. I picked it all up and left the bus, I don't think I want breakfast today even if I told my mom a would eat breakfast I don't want to so one lie won't hurt. The only reason she wants me to eat is because I am getting to skinny to fast, but I don't even care. I sat there for awhile then the bell rang a ran to my class to do some homework.