Category : Poems

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Blinded by the time I have sat here and just cried ..Tried to escape this mixed concoction.. of misery..Misery I will regret  once I'm sober and alone. How I need to let you go...How I can't bring myself to put you down...How can you be so evil yet so intriguing.. in my mind ..A mind of an alcoholic.. I stand up every morning to face another day another battle to just say no ...And go another way ..But all
 doubt's lead right back to you....Not strong enough to say no right now ...Everything is falling apart ...Not strong enough to say no I need you now more then I have ever needed you in my life..The bitter taste you leave behind that reminds me of all my past mistakes ....I can taste you ..I can feel you..The rush through my blood, the fog that covers my thoughts...Wait you are the reason my life is falling apart and nothing is right ...Why am I not strong enough to say no when I know you are the death of everything I love including myself