Category : Poems

Sub Category : N/A

They say there is three sides to every story, his side, her side and the truth so I'm sitting here even though it bores me i'm waiting for your side of the story Because to me the truth is that its not hard that you left, its hard not knowing why you left.


Because you would rather disappear into the dark than shead some light on the hearts you tore apart. I wanna hear your side of the story because you got me thinking its my fault the reason my mom cried every night but she wasn't the only one fighting for her life, fighting to understand why yeah you left behind a little girl too, you left her heart black and blue come on man she looked up to you, saw a father in you and you left her without a clue how could you? Cause now she is sitting here asking us why and all we can say is baby girl its just life. 


I want to hear your side of the story because it scares me to watch my step son grow up and hope and pray he isn't like you and leave his family with nothing like you did and continued to do.


I want to hear your side of the story because I still hurt and I think about the things I've done to make myself ok enough to work and you don't understand the pain you caused because you decided to run now I can't blame all my problems on you but lets face it without answers to these questions you make it so easy too. 


I want to hear your side of the story because all my life you fought and said you had nothing and then left your family for a bitch that had little of daddy's money cause you thought that would give you something but your family is gone and now you are her little bell boy does she give you allowance or something because now you really ain't got nothing.


I want to hear your side of the story because now there is this new guy that has made his place in our lives and it makes me want to cry because I feel like he cares more about me just in this little time than you have my whole entire life! 


These are the things I wish I could say to you because I want to hear your side of the story too but you don't even know how to tell it, because then you'd have to look your wrongs in the face and admit it and then you'd have to re-break your heart and see the hard parts, the parts you drank away, the parts you wished away, the parts you thought all her money would wash away but I know they are in the back of your mind just like they are mine, like lambs to the slaughter because I'm your daughter. 


I want to hear your side of the story because I wonder what your mama would say if she was alive today and saw you treating your child and granddaughter this way, seeing your dad in you more an ever I think she would say. 


there is three sides to every story so now me and the truth will be sitting here waiting on you.


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