Damn....
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Category : Diary/Journal
Sub Category : N/A
We didn't last, we could've fixed that shit. Told you i love you, and i meant that shit. I think of our memories, i can't forget that shit. I wanted a future with you and you just had to end that shit. And you were everything to me how many tears can i shed? To show you I'm empty without you laying in my bed. They told me love hurts, and now i know what they meant. Life sucks and just, hasn't been the same since you left. And it hurts when things don't pan out like you expect. Never thought the girl i love would become my ex. I lay in my bed stare at my phone and write out a text. And just before i hit send, I start to back out again... And now it's just me with a message that'll never get read. Thinking of how what i wanted to say will never get said. You pushed us away and now i can't push us outta my head. Didn't give you my heart for you to put it back in my chest... It's crazy now with you gone, Didn't expect you to leave. I guess it's time to move on. From what i thought we would be, I know it won't be to long, Before you replace me... With someone else you'll call your man and that won't be me. Hardest pill to swallow now, isn't it? When you know no matter what you do you can't fix it? And people change My mistake was thinking that they didn't. And i was so fucking wrong straight up girl i admit it. You're a thousand miles away, you will never hear from me again... You made that choice to leave, so don't sit here and pretend, Like you didn't do this to us, why the fuck i let you win? If you were gonna leave what we had to dip in the end. I always make the same mistake of making a commitment, to someone who's never really committed. I learned that they're the same when they say I'm different. They told me leave but i didn't listen... Knew it was going downhill when you said you needed distance... Went from needed distance, to now we are finished. Guess our time has ended, all the love is diminished. I guess it's fine I'll be great and all From someone I love, you're some one I hate Damn....