Category : Diary/Journal

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* part 4 of "Reina Leona" story *


He and I, two individuals becoming one. That's an illusion. A beautiful daydream and fantasy with a fairytale ending. Have I ever journeyed down that road before? In my head, yes. Countless of times. In reality, no. Why not? Coz it's a painful fantasy in reality. For as long as we've known each other, I have always been the girl standing on the sidelines, never a front runner. He's more into the Barbies, the superficial, the garden gnomes. I don't think he'll ever see me the way I'd like him to see me - different. And that's okay. I can still have that fairytale in my head.

Illusion.... why would I indulge  in a luxury if it would only be whetting an appetite for something I know I can't have? Good question.