Category : Stories

Sub Category : YoungAdult

    When I first laid eyes on him, I'd thought nothing more of him than just some guy. Some guy with his friend, just trying to get laid by two very beautiful chicks. I hadn't had any intentions on losing my virginity to 'Carrot top' Steven, even though he was pretty hot, but not my type. While my friend on the other hand was definitely busting her moves on the tailgate, with my soon to be 'Sons Father'. 
    Believe me once the story progresses you'll understand why, Bryan 'that's my son's father's name' and I still get a laugh out of this entire situation. So, anyways. Other than the fact that the sex was terrible with 'Carrot top', I rather enjoyed the rocking of the truck, quiet humorous if I must add. It's even funnier and mysterious that nothing happened. Like, exactly what the hell did y'all do back there? But anyways, enough with my humor. 
    We decided that night that Bryan was hers and Steven was mine. Although I really didn't care for him, he was a huge player and cared for noone but himself. Bryan on the other hand was a bigger guy, but he had the most beautiful blue eyes and curly black hair. He was also romantic, mushy, sweet, funny, and definitely won me over (I'll get to that part). 
    So, the 'Carrot top' thing lasted like a week and we only had sex twice and both times were absolutely terrible. No offense Steven. Although i'm guessing Bryan already knew that.  
    It was early, on a weekend, my mom was home (amazingly). Bryan pulls up in our driveway. Hey, i was as surprised then as you are now. Anyways, my heart got butterflies so bad, and we hadn't even really hangout but I knew I loved him. I don't know I guess as soon as I was with him and made my vow to be with him, I felt safe. Warm. Loved. Nothing I had felt in a very long time. He protected me from everything, he loved me with all of his heart. 
    So, maybe your wondering how our son comes into play? Well I was 14, Bryan was 19 (I lied about my age until I gave birth to my son). He thought I was 16 going on 17, but before you start hating me I can explain. 
    See everyone was older, Steven, Larae, Britt, Cristal, Travis & the one I wanted most Bryan. I knew that if I told any of them how old I was that they would reject me, and my cousins & grandma had already taken my brothers in. It was only me left. I couldn't stay in that trailer anymore with my mother and that thing she called a boyfriend. I just couldn't. So yes I lied. As to why I lied until the birth of my son? It never came up after I stated I was 16, and they all made my life so amazing. I forgot. I felt like I was 16. 
    Well back to Aidyn (my son), I found out I was pregnant somewhere near my 15th birthday. My mom and grandma took me to the clinic to get in birth control because I had just started dating Bryan a few months prior. I requested a pregnancy test because I already knew (noone was in the room with me). When I seen positive I started to cry. Well the nurse gave me my options and plenty of pamphlets and I begged her not to tell my mom and grandma in the waiting room. She vowed not to, and didn't. She handed me the positive test and wished me luck with a big hug. My mom asked if I got my shot, I lied of course and said,"They said I have to come back in a week because they're out of the shot and I don't want the pills." My mother actually believed me. Not so sure if my grandma did the way she glared at me in the rearview mirror. Not that she was angry, I just think she knew.
    Well, we made it home and I told my mom I wanted to lye down I didn't feel good, she asked if I was alright, and I said yes. When she walked out I pulled the test out of my back pocket and began to cry, hysterically. My mom comes running in (she had been waiting by the door), "Oh, honey. Why didn't you just tell me?" Of course she seen the test in my hand, holding my tiny belly, tears rolling. "You know. I love you and I don't care what this life looks like to you now, but you have a precious baby inside of you Addy, now you need some food wouldn't you say?." And I laughed, but I still decided to lye down. I had hoped my mom wouldn't tell my grandma but she wasn't surprised either, and before I knew it the entire world knew. 
    Except, Bryan and his mom, Tammy (meme now). I was so afraid he'd hate me or even leave me, but I couldn't avoid his phone call days later. "Addy, please answer me and don't lie to me. Are you pregnant? Are you pregnant with my baby?". I started to cry and he started to cry, a big sob fest. "Yes. I'm pregnant, who told you Bryan?" His reply,"Everyone knew but me apparently, it's all over town." There came the embarrassment. 
    So in case your wondering, yes I did drop out of school. I was bullied. Very badly after everyone found out and my best friend Roy, abandoned me. He was a guy and didn't want anyone to think he was the father or something I guess, so I just left school. He was the only friend I had. Anyone else I ever tried to trust, obviously wanted to humiliate me in front of and to everyone. But I wasn't ashamed of Aidyn, oh my Lord no. He was so precious and delicate, I was afraid to even let anything touch my belly. I wanted him to be so safe and healthy. 
     Okay guys I can't guarantee a time I will write Part 4. But if your patient enough I may try to finish the entire story and believe me it gets so much more interesting! SO MUCH MORE lol
    Stay tuned... To be continued❤