Slow Fade Read Count : 133

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You used to sparkle and shine.
Now you're just a light shade of grey. Like a shadow. 
I tried to breath love into you
Hoping it would warm you and remind you. 
I tried loving for both of us. I'm exhausted. I'm tired. I need you to comfort my longings for you. 
Still you're fading. No more I love you, no more hold me baby. It's been replaced by expected kisses lacking any affection. 
There's a hollowness in you. A heart wrenching distance that is growing with every stern "I Do Love You! Shit!"
Now you're like smoke I'm trying to hold in my hand. The more I grab the lighter shade of grey you become. 
Night after night
Day after day
I don't know what's happening
We have nothing to say. 
I get overwhelmed by the silence you give me.
We used to talk,
We used to laugh
We used to touch, 
But we don't
anymore. 
Now you're just slowly fading away. 

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  • I wrote this to my husband.

    Jan 01, 2018

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