Category : Diary/Journal

Sub Category : N/A

Just like yesterday, I was in the car heading home. I remember I was down, the dust in my new environment was getting to me... I remember now the numbing shots and how drowsy I felt after wards. It was later at night, I checked my phone and I saw a bbm update- "Heaven gained an angel" I looked to see who and it was you. Is this a joke? I thought as the medications  took over my body. Then in the morning of 16th December,  I woke up to ur pictures everywhere with RIP plastered all over. Needless to say I avnt logged into bbm since then and I don't intend to.

I yelled, I screamed and cursed non stop. This is some kind of deadly wicked joke. Such evil maliciousness! I screamed at the phone and called ur close friend. He was supposed to tell me this was a joke, some evil joke that you were fine and all was well. Alas it was true, your journey here had ended. I cried a million times,  I still cry today....

Nom your death broke me. It broke my core, my naija die - hard strength. It broke me!!!!!

It's a year today....they lied .....Time doesn't make this hurt go away...Time just gives time to push this to the back of my mind as I deal with d pain and hurt. 2016- the year I will never forget...too much nonsense  happened. 

Grateful I got to meet u, grateful for the lessons u taught me : gratitude, perseverance. Grateful for the light u were. Today I would wear your t-shirt and drink a glass of wine☺ and I would smile even as the tears escape out of my eyes.. it's been some long days!   xx