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How come the word love is meaningless when you don't have that significant person to love. Well that's not my story, in my case i do have that significant person to love her name is Sam. You see the thing about love is that sometimes you have to lose it in order to know how much you really love that significant person. Well now that's my story, i think its funny how people can say that you are their soulmate and next thing you know. You are not. What can i say or think. I mean take a minute and think of this. Say this to your self, what does love means to me?.  Well to Me love means that you will do anything for that person even if it hurts you. If i had sam in front me or if i knew i was going to feel all this pain now. If only i wouldnt of been so blind or afraid yo say what i feel i would of say this. Sam im sorry i was afraid to show you my true love. To tell you everyday how much i love you. To have dreams that we are getting married. To say that some nights i cried telling my self that im sorry that i didnt learn how to hug you and show you love because i never had someone as a kid to taugh me that. To tell you that love is meaningless to me if you are not my significant person. To tell you that family matters to me the most even dough i was alone growing up. To tell you that our daughter is the most precious thing in my life. To tell you that no matter what happen. I will always be there for you, even with a broken heart and tears of blood flowing down my face like the water from a water fall hitting the rocks. A tear i drop for you it breaks in half because when i felt in love with you i only had half of my heart. You took the other half, so now all i have left is memories of that significant person that took what was mine to keep not her to break it and take it away. My love to sam. I gave away everything to feel loved again like i did when i was 7 before my mom left. Now im empty and full of hope to come back to her again. My love to sam.  Then End