Category : Poems

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Everyday another situation to bring me to my daily question ...do you need a drink...?
Everyday I battle the craziness inside my head while being sober ..I just want to be erased.. No existence at all can't you see I'm in pain ..please let me go.. Before I go insane ..I can't do this anymore ..I'm tired of being so mad at everyone I love ,I'm tired of hating the person I see when I pass my reflection ..feeling the way I feel ..hating every waking day ..disappointed because I made it another day ..another shot at trying to stay alive in a world thats cruel to my kind ...the kind that are so sad ..and just cry all the time ..why can't I be happy? Why can't I love who I am why must I be my own enemy.. Razorblade thoughts.. induced by blood splattered gunshot wounds..the writing on the wall proves it all I'm not ok take me out of this place before I take myself away