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"You're attitude is so disgusting" 

Shouting at your mom, being lazy..etc.
Now let me tell you something
I've been there, I've been there in your situation
Like you just want to lay all day in your bed don't want to do something
Don't want to do what your mother wants you to do and just scream at her "WHAT?!" "What you want?" "WHY ARE YOU ALWAYS CALLING ME?" and sometimes compared her to your father.

You know what? That is the most fuckin hurtful feelings a mother could ever handle and you don't even fuckin even care about what she feels. Damn! I've been there and you know what??? I regret it. Everything I've done to my mom? I regret it but it's too late. YES! IT'S TOO FUCKIN LATE TO SAY AND REGRET IT ALL. My mom was already dead. She can't feel how sorry I am for causing her so much pain. Your mother is working for you and don't blame her if she can't provide all your needs. She is striving to give everything to you but you know she can't. Why not be thankful to God that He gave you a mom like her? Be thankful to God that even though she can't gave you enough still she let's you eat 3 times or more a everyday. Be thankful to God that she let you live in this world and experience what you've experience today. Without her even if your father is there, everything's change. It will not be the same again and I'm afraid that you'll realize the worth of your mother when she's gone. So think it over. Live a meaningful life with her, we don't know until when she is there for you. Let her feel that you love her before it's too late.

See? She carries you in her womb for 9 months with less sleep, with some pains and during the delivery? she could die just for you to live. See her sacrifices? More food for you than her, more new clothes for you and she's just contented on her old ones. Did you ever say thank you to her? I doubt. I Never hear you saying thank you on the things she provided for you. Instead I heard this words "ughh what is this?" or "this is not the fashion trend nowadays" or "ma, I don't like those". Damn! when will you realize everything dear? Just in case you didn't know, your mom is not getting any younger so come to think of it.